Smallman1 your claim that there is a lot of “responsibility [on your] shoulders to keep this place going” is entirely at odds with your original statement in this thread that without a few other members “this place lacks soul and personality.”
Ergo, if your original statement were to be true, then your being here would be one of the reasons why this place may lack “soul and personality”, and therefore there is little expectation that you are required to “keep it going”.