If you were actually as good at football as you appear to be claiming, then on failing your trial at Chelsea you’d have still been taken on by the academy of someone like Wimbledon, QPR, Fulham, Reading, Crawley Town, Sutton Utd etc.
Your “trial” was probably one of those one-week kids summer schools your dad paid for.
Smallman1 and won a sports scholarship to the most prestigious sports school in the country.
I thought that was Millfield - which you didn’t go to.
Whitgift is also strong, and is where Chelsea sends some of its actual academy players (such as Callum Hudson-Odoi, Victor Moses and Jamal Musiala). You didn’t go there either.