Thom_Fuckery Although the death of my Mother has certainly woken me up to the fact that we’re not in fact invincible, and time definitely speeds up the older we get.
My condolences. Losing a parent is rough at any age, let alone not being able to say goodbye. 🙁
I lost my dad when I was 18 (not looking for sympathy, just stating a fact) and it took a good two years before it properly hit me. We all grieve differently and sometimes it really takes a good while to process. Stay on top of it and don’t be afraid to speak to people about your mental health. I only say this because I didn’t and it bit me in the ass and the consequences were awful.